Or where to begin, rather.

Whatever your thoughts of me may be, time has changed, so has my thoughts, and I hope yours of me has too. If I have wronged you, I am sorry. If I have not wronged you, well, I hope I don't then, hmm?

It's been well over 3 years since I last visited this website, for whatever reason, I was drawn to visit it again. To my own surprise, I actually remembered my password. That's good news, I suppose.

Well, anyways. I don't know what brought me to look back, but I guess it's because I can't see what's forward.

Some people who I used to frequent this site, I do dearly miss, but I guess they won't recieve this message. But my hopes is that they do.

It's been a year since I graduated. What a weird year it has been. Friends lost, friends gained. Motivations changed. My outlook on life is pretty much the same, but the way I view it is different.

I'm not looking for support, or people to tell me positive things. I'm not here to complain, or to whine about the lack of satisfication of my life. But I feel that I am lost.

The bread crumbs only go so far.

My main concern with this journal entry, honestly, is to ask: How is everyone doing? If you read this, please do answer. Tell me how have you been doing? What has been keeping you busy? What do you plan to do? I am quite curious in how you all are doing. Whether it be good, or bad news; I want to hear it.

I want to hear stories, and other great things, or tragic things. I need different views, and positions. In the years that have passed I have slowly waned from my creative flow I once had, and I want it back. I want my motivation to do creative things back. I want my willpower back. Only way to do that is to paint a spectrum of expressions.

So, in my final attempt to persuade you to answer: Please, reply.